Day 1
Weight: 142.8
BMI: 23.94
Intake
Breakfast(149): 1/2 egg(35), egg white (17), tomato(20), pineapple(57), strawberries(20)
Lunch(120): Progreso light(120)
Dinner:
Snack(s):
Daily total: 269/500
I've been really depressed today. The guy who I love more than anything is moving across country in about a week and a half. Now that his undergrad is done, he's starting med school. I'm so happy for him and proud of the accomplishes he's made, but I don't want to lose him. The plan for a long time has been to get married when he's back from school, but he will be gone a long time. I'm sure he will meet other people and sleep with other people... We're not going to try being a couple until we can be living in decently close proximity again. Having a long distance relationship for years will just cause disaster. That means he's free to be with other people, and for that matter I am too, but I just hope nothing serious develops that will stop us from being married in the future. I want him to be my husband so badly.
Anyways, sappy rant over... The point is that I've been very down and feeling powerless and lonely. He's coming back during his break over Christmas. I have to be as close to perfect as I can be. I have to remind him what he's got waiting at home for him.
Weight: 142.8
BMI: 23.94
Intake
Breakfast(149): 1/2 egg(35), egg white (17), tomato(20), pineapple(57), strawberries(20)
Lunch(120): Progreso light(120)
Dinner:
Snack(s):
Daily total: 269/500
I've been really depressed today. The guy who I love more than anything is moving across country in about a week and a half. Now that his undergrad is done, he's starting med school. I'm so happy for him and proud of the accomplishes he's made, but I don't want to lose him. The plan for a long time has been to get married when he's back from school, but he will be gone a long time. I'm sure he will meet other people and sleep with other people... We're not going to try being a couple until we can be living in decently close proximity again. Having a long distance relationship for years will just cause disaster. That means he's free to be with other people, and for that matter I am too, but I just hope nothing serious develops that will stop us from being married in the future. I want him to be my husband so badly.
Anyways, sappy rant over... The point is that I've been very down and feeling powerless and lonely. He's coming back during his break over Christmas. I have to be as close to perfect as I can be. I have to remind him what he's got waiting at home for him.